Day by day, week by week, month by month and years by years. 

Hmm, I'm tired enough. Gentle talk! Gua dah penat nak hadap semua masalah. Baik kat sekolah, baik kat rumah. Semua sama je! Ughhh -_____- Seriously, aku dah letih. Tolonglah jangan buat aku macam ni. Aku terseksa. Aku terseksa dengan semua perangai.  Baik kawan, baik adik beradik, baik parents aku. Ya Allah, sakit tahu tak sakit? Yess, aku mengaku aku boleh hadap semua ni. But, tak boleh ke bagi aku peluang rasa senang sikit? Pleasee? 

Huh -.- Sometimes they ruins everything that I wanna be. Ruins my day. Ruins my life. Whatthe? Ergh come on! I need my life back okay. Hmm aku dah tak tahu nak buat apa lagi dah selain daripada melelehkan air mata aku yang berharga ni. Berharga? Yeahh sangat okay. Dan aku bukanlah orang yang selalu sangkakan. Nampak happy manjang, gelak besar and pretend like nothing happened. But sebaliknya? I try to hide my tears from fallin down. I was sad and lonely. Having nobody to comfort me. So I wore a mask that always smiled. To hide my feelings behind a lie. Behind my smile, is everything you'll never understand .

But, I'm just a girl. The girl that almost always smiling, but it's not always real. And I hide so much from the world. Because if I don't, I'm afraid that everyone will leave me :[

But thanks for my lovely besties Nur Jannah Abd Jamal. She keeps reminding me every day in any situation that happened to me and she said . .

Cjayy: Ahah nangis je lah bella. Tu je yang boleh buat kau puas. Kalau tak kau yang sakit. Sakit weh tahan nangis. Kau sabar je lah. Allah sayang orang yang sabar.

And the way she talking to me, she make me crying. Ya Allah, Cjayy selalu bagi aku semangat. Even we both pernah tak bercakap 1 week, aku rasa dia lah sahabat aku yang cenggini cap eh (Y) Lol. Thanks a lot Cjayy, thanks cause you have beside me when I'm in trouble.

Thanks for everythings. I love you.

So nahh! Aku adalah seorang insan yang kental dan penyabar. Gagah lagi perkasa. Dan aku takkan pernah kalah dengan apa jua yang akan berlaku di sekeliling aku. I'm annoying. I'm hilarious. And I'm the world's biggest jerk. And oh ya, I'm a STRONG GIRL. I keep my sh*t in line. Even with tears falling down my wet cheek, I can still say those two words that ' I'm fine '. Yeah it is me. The real ME :']