Assalamualaikum . . . 

Dear my Secret Admire,

I'm not an easy person to be with. I know that. I probably won't even try to make it easy for you. I'll be really difficult at times. It may seem like, at times, I don't want you, and I don't like you. But I do. I'll be a challenge because, I'm not the type of person who people walk all over. I'm not the person who will give you sympathy comments. When I say something, I mean it. If people are assholes to me. I throw them out of my life. I'm annoying. I'm hilarious. And I'm the world's biggest jerk. I'll make you want to scream and punch walls; I'll ruin your day and save it at the very last minute. I'll drive you crazy and, sometimes you'll hate my guts. But even though all that's going to happen, and I swear it will. I have an amazing side to me. I do, I have a giant heart. I'll always be there when you need me. Even if my life is impossibly knotted. I'll try and untangle yours by listening and loving. I won't stop crying about you, not even if you push me away. You're different from everyone else, and I like that. It's refreshing to find someone differents in the world because way too many people are all the same.

Sincerely me,

Your crush ;]